Tired Of Trying

im still sleeping cause i cant get up
the hours float by but not enough
everything that has gone right
every time i had to pay the price

im not good enough, im not here
i cant forget these thoughts i hear
but I struggle just to survive
and im just about to... die, haha.

it seems to me there is no end
to the suffering you intend
it hurts me and i cant think straight
every time i look at your pretty face